they never do. i need to find someone who i don’t have to lie to, or about, to keep everyone happy.

don’t you realize that you’re going to get caught in your lies? i’m just about done. i’m just about sick of this. but i’m not sure if it’s enough to make me sick of you.

it’s not like i meant for any of this to happen. i wanted everything for you, for us. i just need to let go for good.

you’ve screwed yourself way too deep this time. please just don’t speak. not to me, not to anyone.

in the end, everyone just ends up disappointing themselves and everyone else. maybe i just shouldn’t try anymore.

all i feel is a little hurt…i feel a little hurt and nothing at all.

i still get butterflies when i talk to you. or text you. and i can’t let that go.

i think it’s the security that i miss. the fact that he was stuck with me no matter what. ..but i didn’t want him.

just when i thought everything was going good, you proved me wrong. again. if i go, i will be taking my heart with me. the whole thing.

i don’t know who to trust and who to stay away from. i used to be able to read people pretty well, right off the bat. but not so much anymore.

i am very not sure what to do now. things get complicated way faster than i’d like.

maybe i should have just let him go. deleted him, resisted him, forgotten him. it’s too bad i can’t, too bad i want this too much.