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when all is crumbling, steady your hand.
Categories: lost

21.august.2009
12:10am

things were starting to look up, but i’m just not sure where to go from here. i didn’t realize the difficulty of the situation until after the fact. it’s not that i didn’t want this, or you; it’s just that everything is complicated, again.

if i stay where i am, nothing will change. nothing will ever get better. if i do what i want, all hell will break loose. (considering what i want is not what they want). do i really care what they want?

i feel pressured to do what they want because they’re in control. if it wasn’t for them who knows where i’d be. they pay for nearly everything and therefore deserve the control. but i should be able to just tell them off, and i can’t.

to put it simply, i am a coward.

goodnight.xx

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